God I thank you!!!
As usual I just first want to take the time to give much love and gratitude to God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit, and my entire Spiritual Team!!!∞
Hey y’all👋🏾 I hope everyone is reading this in good spirits, and if not quite there yet, I hope we are headed in that direction.
Well, let’s get right into it…
God continues to lead me and be my teacher, my provider, my confidant, my source, my wisdom, my Everything.
No matter how much I tried in the past to search and find things outside of God it never produced any fruit because He always led me right back to Him for Everything. I am beyond grateful for that, because I know better now and I know that I don’t desire anything that is not from, blessed, and approved by God.
Early on many times I didn’t understand the why? But God, He always showed me that He is THE way.
There is absolutely nothing in this life that I can do without Him, and nothing that I desire that He is not a part of.
Many times, throughout the years I felt stupid for doing things a certain way. I sometimes felt like I was being walked over and made to look like I was weak, even though in reality I knew that I may have been many things, but weak has never and will never be one of them. I remained doing things the way that I did because I was being led by God, but I just didn’t understand at times why He would want me to look like what I thought at the time may have been a little foolish. Once again, I know better now.
God continues to give me wisdom as I continue to surrender and allow Him to lead me.
Thankfully, I no longer care about other’s opinions of me, even though early on it might not have always been that way and I know how things may look from the outside looking in. However, God keeps me grounded with my sight set on Him so that I continue to follow where He leads me despite how much other people may not understand. Over time I’ve learned that it’s not for us to always understand the next person’s journey. In return God never fails at providing for me and my babies in every way, including revealing the why He had me experience things in the manner in which I did. This has helped me to see that He will never lead me astray.
God continues to amaze me and allow me to experience a peace that greatly surpasses my understanding, and in return I stay submissive to Him with love, honor, and grace. Let’s not confuse those things with perfection, because as I have expressed many times, perfection is not what you will get here, but transparency and realness on the other hand is what you are certain to receive.
If you would have asked me in the past if I believed that God is able to do anything, and I mean anything at all, I would have told you absolutely. However, if I am being honest I also probably would have never thought that I would be taken along this narrow of a path and being made to truly rely on God alone as my Only source. I understand now more than ever that God truly doesn’t make any mistakes and sometimes, He makes our life go in a way that we have no other choice but to depend on Him in every single area of our lives so that we are able to fully understand what faith is.
It’s really easy for us to just say that we believe all day, but when it comes down to it are we really believing and trusting God in all areas of our lives, or are we believing that we can do things without Him?
Well, I am here to tell you that I know that I cannot do this thing called life without God and that He continues to prove to me how faithful He is on keeping His promises to me and assuring me that He will never leave nor forsake me no matter what is going on in my life or how things may look.
This path is truly not for the weak or faint at heart. I have experienced many things in my life both good and bad but never have I experienced anything that can compare to what this road has been like walking with Christ and surrendering my life completely to God.
It’s one thing to hear people’s stories and testimonies, but it is a completely different thing actually experiencing this path for yourself.
We hear and read the scriptures, but when we are led to actually live and experience what’s in the written word (Matthew 16:24-27) it becomes something that is indescribable, and we gain an understanding like no other.
Matthew 22:14 says that “many are called but few are chosen,” and sometimes we see that there are many people preaching the gospel without having true understanding and experiences in the flesh. Many like to talk and say what sounds good, but it’s literally just that, talk. God’s chosen are actually practicing what we preach and have testimonies and experiences in this life to back it up. This is not a game and it’s time that we take this time to get serious about what God is having us to do.
Again, I know all too well that this isn’t an easy road to travel, especially when you are a person who doesn’t really like a lot of attention on you. But it’s also extremely important that we follow God’s orders. Jesus went before us as an example that this path won’t be an easy one to follow. And if people did Jesus the way they did, then who are we to expect this thing to be a walk in the park. But thankfully, we are covered by His blood and protected by the Most High.
Well anyway, I won’t take up too much of your time with this here post, because as I am getting ready to publish it 4 days after it has been created, I just didn’t want another day to pass by. There are many things that have been on my heart to speak about, and a few more post that I’ll be publishing in the days to come, but oftentimes before I post I like to sit with it a bit and wait for God to give me the approval and make sure that there’s nothing else that the Holy Spirit has me to add to it. I am just trying to make sure that I am staying obedient while also making sure that I am taking care of me and my children’s mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual health as we navigate through this life with so much happening around us.
Well family, before I end this I just want you all to know that I am praying for you!
And remember that God loves you and so do I!
Peace 💜
💜God I thank you!!!∞ Jesus I thank you!!!∞ Holy Spirit I thank you!!!∞💜